Geeks!

Hey youuuuuuuuuuu? Apa kabar?!! :-) lama tak bersua dengan blog ini.hehe. yap dikarenakan kesibukan gue yang makin padat sebagai pelajar biasa yang mau menghadapi UN plus kemaren disibukin sama tugas2 sekolah yang dengan sukses menguras waktu istirahat gue yang berharga dan tiap hari gue dibikin kram otak gara gara tugas itu, sekarang semuanya udah mulai coplok atu-atu... dimulai dari seminggu yang lalu gue udah selesai UAS. walaupun hasilnya sesuai dengan prediksi gue dimana, pelajaran matematika gue selalu ngedown-_-
well sebenernya sebelum UAS pun gue udah disuntikin suplemen dengan dapet tiket gratis nonton KPop Vaganza ComMEnity di Gancti tanggal 24 Nov '13 kemaren.... dimana disana ada PHANTOM sama GEEKS, group hip hop asal KOREA, man!!!! Lagi lagi gue masih diselimuti keberuntungan, saat konser pun gue dapetm teddy bear dari Alika dengan pin kyuhyun, terus gue ada di FRONT ROW!!! baca FRONT ROW!!! barisa paling depan!!! dimana Sanchez PHANTOM diri2 di depan gue sambil nyanyii!!! Hanhae yang charming bangettttt dan Kiggen yang gilaa, manly abis. yaaa dan mungkin moment yang ga bakal gue lupain adalah saat Sanchez nge- eye contact- in gue, yup when he sang New Era in this part which
"Uuu, jeongmal michyeoseo~"
yap, dia nyanyi part itu sambil nunjuk ke gueeee TT_TT aohhh mati gue mati gueeee. nge fly langsung.wkwkwk lebay emang,tapi yah gue merasa bahagia bangett sekaligus beruntung,hihi #LuckyFans
dan yang paling paling memorable,remarkable,dan UNFORGOTABLE!!! adalah saat Loui GEEKS high five sama gueeee>////< uwooooh gue shock dan langsung scream!! ih gilaaaaa!! LOUI LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU:*

wkkwkw, absurd banget ini postingangue, tapi yah emang kaya gini lah postingan gue... so gue harap kalian sih ga stress yah ngejalanin hidup kalian dan have a GOOD LUCK like meee:)))

thanks to creativedisc who has gave a me chance to meet PHANTOM and GEEKS! daebakk!!!!

Proposal Usaha "Kimchi Badai"

hallo, dalam kesempatan kali ini saya mau share Proposal Usaha "Kimchi Badai" saya yang agak absurd,wk tapi semoga berguna bagi kalian yang sedang ada tugas KWH buat bikin Proposal Usaha dan males buat nyusun nih saya kasih referensi nya, semoga bermanfaat, enjoy :-)

Proposal Usaha

“Kimchi Badai”

Disusun Oleh :

Ratnawati

XII Pemasaran II

SMKN 25 Jakarta

2013/2014

False Hope

False Hope

Tell me it’s all over now

Never tease me

Tell me that there’s no use anymore

Make it easy

Just when I’m about to get over you

You keep appearing, shaking me up

I still can’t forget you

Like a fool

Song Ji Eun - False Hope

Song Ji Eun - False Hope

이젠 모두 끝이라고 해줘
Never tease me
더 이상 아무 소용없다고 말해줘
Make it easy

잊을 만하면 넌
자꾸만 나타나서 날 흔들어
아직도 난 너를 잊지 못해
바보처럼

너는 나를 사랑하지 않아
다 알고 있어 난
돌아서도 밀쳐내도
다시 또 찾아와
그런 눈으로 바라보지마
그 뻔한 거짓말
하지마 그러지마
이제는 내버려 둬 나를 찾지마

더 이상은 내게 손대지마
Never touch me
늦은 밤 술에 취해
전화도 하지마 Never
I know you’re tipsy whenever you call me

참 나빠 넌
보고 싶다는 말로 날 또 울려
아직도 난 너를 잊지 못해
바보처럼

너는 나를 사랑하지 않아
다 알고 있어 난
돌아서도 밀쳐내도
다시 또 찾아와
그런 눈으로 바라보지마
그 뻔한 거짓말
하지마 그러지마
이제는 내버려 둬 나를 찾지마

나는 너를 사랑했었나 봐
또 울고 있어 난
죽을만큼 미워해도
지워지지 안하
그런 눈으로 바라보지마
날 사랑했던 말
하지마 그러지마
이제는 내버려 둬 나를 찾지마

False False Worse Hope

TWO times. The first was hurting, and the second was the worst.

ciyeeee, sakit hati lagi. sakit hati sakit hati. sakit hatiiii lagi. dibilangin kan jangan terlalu menaruh perasaan jadinya begini kan. ngeyel sih kalo dibilangin. yah tapi apa emang semuanya itu salah gue? 

gue yang terlalu berharap sama dia selama ini? gue yang menganggap "Just Friend Is Ok" but at the end finally now i'm hurting :( ya pertamanya gue kuat untuk ngejallanin decision yang gue pilih. jalanin sebagi sahabat dan gausah campur campur urusahan hati, pertamanya lancar, baisa biasa aja, tapi makin ke sini tuh makin sakit :( ya yaa emang lo ga salah! ga salah sama sekali yang salah itu gue. 

terlalu banyak berharap dan berharap yang salah sehingga all i got was false hope a.k.a. nothing.

Don't say that you loved me, don't do that. Leave me alone now, and don't come to me!

One day with BULE(?)

Absurd absurd absurd!
tanggal 19 oktober 2013.
kali bata city to kuningan city.
from one mikrolet to another angkot-_-
one group.
one destination.
many jokes.
everything at once.

Sungha Jung Indonesia Tour 2013, about Stuff

hai balik lagi nih gue. *gaadayangnanyawoy!* nah mumpung gue sedang mood dan bahagia gue akan share pernak pernik seputar konser Sungha Jung kemarin. Semua gambar gue capture pakai kamera handphone gue yg agak abal dan ada bbrp yang gue capture dari internet. so monggo silahkan diliattt :)

2 TIXs 3 Photocards

dipilih pilih--"

his precious expensive smirk

green silver handbands

ganteng ya gantengg :) 

yaaaaaaa yaaaaa smirk nya itu :"")

unforgottable Sungha Jung Indonesia Tour 2013 :")

cr: koreanupdates

Sungha Jung Indonesia Tour 2013, Jakarta

13-10-13♥♥♥♥♥


yaaaak finally the D-DAY for #SunghaJungINA was coming!!!!!
di konsernya Sungha yang kedua kalinya di indonesia ini akan dimulai pukul 7 malam waktu Indonesia (baca:ngaret) dan venuenya di Balai Kartini.
gue ngajak mimi buat nemenin gue nonton,uhuuuuuy. akhirnya kita janjian jam 3 sore di blok m dna langsung cuss ke balai kartini. sesampainya disana kita gak kebingungan buat cari pintu masuk nya.

Lucky Flows In Me^^

Kyaaaa! Annyeong haseyo chinguyaa ^^

kemarin tanggal 13 oktober 2013 was the historical day for me! yaa! gue nonton konser nya Sungha Jung Indonesia :3 uuuuuu seneng banget gueee. awalnya gue ga nyangka bisa nonton konser itu,kaya mimpi. wkwkwk. yaa,itu semua berasal dari keyakinan yang kuat buat nonton Sungha oppa dan..... MENANGNIN KUISNYA^^ hikhikhik, yaa gue bisa nonton Sungha Jung karena gue menang kuis yang diadain sama Majalah Gadis di twitter. sejujurnya buat konser Sungha Jung ini gue udah ikutin dua kuis. di @damniloveindo dan di @GADISmagz dan alhamdulillah tanpa disangka sangkaa gue menang kuisnya gadis :") 

pengumuman nya dikasih tau hari jumat kemarin pas tanggal 11 oktober 2013. yap. disaat sedang keputrian gue buka twitter gue dan KYAAAAAA!!! OMO OMO!!!!! gue shock,seneng,kaget,campur2 dah pokoknya, yap di tweet gadis ada username gue. hihiiiiii, gue menang kuissss... ah rasanyaaaaa!!! seneng banget sumpah :") tangan gue sampai gemeteran megang hapenya. gue sampe2 diliatin sama anak2,ah sebodo amat lah ya :p

terus kan gue check dm gue. ad dm dari gadis. pengambilan tiket nya kan hari jumat di kantor gadis yang notabenenya gue gatau letaknya dimaana. gadis cuma sebutin alamat nya tanpa nyebutin nama gedung nya, yaitu di Jalan H.R. Rasuna Said Kav B 32-33. dan pulang sekolah gue langsung tancap ke daaerah kuningan bermodalkan dengan alamat seadanya gue cari kantor redaksi majalah gadis,dan untungnya salah satu pemenang kuis itu kasih tau gue nama gedung nya, gedung femina. dan kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! setelah tanya2 sama kurang lebih 3 security,ketemu juga gedung femina nya. gedung nya agak jadul,terus karyawanya jg pada sibuk sama berkas2 ditangan, dan you know what?

gue naik tangga buat ambil tiketnya ke lantai empat, naik tanggga, baca naik tangga!!!! uwaaah, kurus deh gue :") but guee tetep seneng karena voilaaaa,akhirnya dengan bantuan Mbak Nur, e-voucher tiket Sungha Jung INA sudah di tangaan :")

dan welll, gue sangat senang sekali pada hari jumat itu dna tentu sja itu terus berlanjut sampai ke hari H konsernya :")

intinya, MAKIN SERING KALIAN MENANG KUIS DI INTERNET, KEPERCAYAAN DIRI, DAN LUCKY KALIAN MAKIN TINGGI,jadi, SEMANGATTT^^

You better sleep in the dream that you had cause your effort than wake up in the reality that you didn't make for!!

Untitled

Haishhh jinjja-__-?!!!! Gue makin benci sama tuh orang!ini semua gara2 kelakuan dia yang tadi pagi ga jelas banget, dan ambigu!tapi ya mungkin gue cuma kepedan doang kali ya. ga mungkin lah si handsup itu punya maksud tersendiri atas kejadian memalukan tadi pagi. mungkin aja dia juga kaya gitu ke murid lain, dan ke gue pun juga biasa aja. tapiiii, gue ngerasa tuh kayanya dia sengaja sama gue, semenjak dia tau gue benci dan punya dendam kesumat ke dia, dia jadi malah seenaknya sama gue. 

Uh, stop lah ngomongin dia,intinya hari selasa gue berubah jadi chaos gara gara satu orang nyebelin, yang bakal jadi daftar tetap dan top three the most hated people list in my life.

Failed Introduction

A-YO GG!

*eyyyy kenapa malah intro IGAB deh-_-*

Hey Guys Lemme Introduce My Self, Here's Come Trouble, HUU, ttara hae~

*nah ini mah part nya Tiffany-_-/slapped/

Oke, guys, just check it out please >>

My name is Ratna, I was born on a warm, sunny day in June in Pamanukan, district Subang, West Of Java. But now I live in Jakarta, and I go to school at 25 Vocational High School. I live with my grandparents,my lil brother and sister and also my aunty.Deva is a sweet kid and he could make anything seems fun for me, and Fani is a pretty kid and she is good at acting but like all brothers and sisters we fight like cats and dogs. Sometimes when no one was around, Deva would come up to me and bite my toes for no reason. I still love him but only because he is my brother.

I started school when I was five-years-old. I went to kindergarten through fifth grade at 14 Elementary and while I was there, I won a competition for perfect performance of Senam Pramuka.  Then I attended 86 Middle School, and there I found my real friends that surely, they will always beside you no matter what. And, for me my middle school's moments the best part of my life ever. because, there were many unforgotabble,amazing,irreplaceable moments in my life. surely, untill the end of my life, I wont forget that moments that succeesfully made me grew stronger. and now I'm the last year student of 25 VHS, who means i will leave the suckest place in my life! Tbh, i dont like my VHS moments, actually i hate my life so much when I'm in VHS,seriously!

What life means to me.

Life to me means friends and family who you can trust and who trusts you. I am pretty much on the happy side of life, but like all teens I do I have my “days of.” That means I do have some sad days or depressed days. I only have a friend here that sort of look out for me and when I am having a bad day, I have someone here at school to talk to. I make my school days go by thinking of either the next hour or what I will do when I get home or on the weekend. I’m not seeing anyone now. Because i only have one special person in my heart from my past, but surely, he has been my present,and hopefully my future too. He was one of a kind for me. Even, we cant be a part, be a friend is right then for me, beacuse no matter what happen as long as I'm with you, is enough.

My life is going through the...

moment when I was brought down by people who suck at worse. They cant blame their self because they're such a fool to seeing their self. but,with a fullminded times I dont give a shit for people like that. Just let it flow wherever it goes rite. and then my favourite thing for now that always be my favourite is KPOP. I love everything about Korean Pop, eventough about the culture, dramas, actor and actrees, a habbit, foods, etc.

What’s my outlook on the future.

The year 2020 will make 7 years since I graduated from high school. I think I will probably be visitting Korea with my friend, Hilmi, My One Real Friend in High School. I will be quite comfortable with my travelling time in Seoul,because i've planned it for a long time with her,and #HOPE it will be trully happen for us! yaa!!

Conclusion

As I said in the beginning, I was born here in Indonesia and I’ve lived here my whole life. I would like to see more of the Indonbesia but unfortunatly, I don’t have any money to leave Jakarta to go anywhere right now. I hope you have enjoyed reading my life story as much as I have enjoyed writing it for you. Try to get as much as you can out of school; you’re only there for twelve years and when you graduate, you’re home free. Here’s a tip for you to live or try to live by: If you think it, it can be done.

You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.

TWOSHOOTS

ini ceritanya editan gue di photoscape,ahaha,maklumin karya abal gue ini,gue juga amatiran.hihi,but hope you really like it,ga suka juga ga apa apa kok:")

-heet dikit amat,cuma dua biji aja di post,dasar pamer lu-

yeeee,biarin ah ini kan namanya #KEKINIAAN hehe

Freetix Fighter!

Halo,akhirnya gue ada mood buat nulis lagi,horeeeee,yeay! btw, kemarin gue gagal buat dapetin freetix INFINITE, huah,padahal efforts gue buat ngedapetin itu udah full banget.tapi emang bukan rezekinya kali,makanya gue ga dapet hal itu.hihi btw, it's okay masih ada #GGTourINA2013 #BlueMoonTourJKT sama #SunghaJungJKt wkwkwk, tbh,next gue bakal fighting habis habisan buat dapetin freetix salah satu konser tsb,tapi kalo bisa sih semuanyaaaa.ahaha,because what? Aku Cinta Gratisan :)!
haha,kalo disuruh milih sih gue pengen tiga tiganya, tapi yg gue pengenin banget sih #BlueMoonTourJKT hihi,secara venue nya si senayan,deket rumah,hehe,semoga gue menang kuisnya!fighting!!!!('/\')//
wkwkwk, postingan kali ini kaga jelas sih, kebanyakan curhatan random. hihi,tapi kali ini gue gamau bahas tentang orang itu lagi,nanti aja kalau waktunya pas gue bahas lagi.
udah ah segitu dulu postingan gue,nanti kalo mood gue bagus lagi gue lanjutin lagi,okee chaww~

GIVEAWAY

Hallo~

Gue cuma pengen kasih tau doang kalo gue sedang fighting buat dapetin satu TIKET ONE GREAT STEP INFINITE INDONESIA.

Yup,udah seminggu gue ikutan giveaway ini dan semoga aja gue dapet satu tiketnya.then gue bisa ketemu sunggyu,dongwoo,woohyun,hoya,sungyeol,myungsoo,sama sungjong^^

Hahaha,AMIN.AMIN>!!! makanya doain yaa!

Tough Concern!

hoy! ya gue balik lagi dengan satu cerita yang untold. tapi sebelum gue ngepost gue pengen intro dulu lah bentaran... well, gue tau,visitor di blog gue ini 99% cuma gue seorang, sisanya yah hamba hamba allah yang khilaf buat visit blog gue ataupun orang nyasar'-' nah makanya itu ini gue anggap sebagai diary virtual gue/halah/ yang bisa gue share tapi ya tetep gitu deh../plak.ini gajelas sumpah/

well, setelah dipikir2 intro diatas intro yang gabisa dibilang intro/mudah mudahan ngerti ya apa maksud gue/

hihi,next lah...

hm, puasa udah mau abis tau. dan gue sendiri masih belom puas sama amal ibadah yang udah gue pupuk dubulan puasa ini,intinya gue juga sedih harus pisah lagi sama bulan puasa tahun ini,dan pastinya juga ngerasa seneng bahwa gue masih dikasih a golden chance buat ngejalanin puasa tahun ini/thanks ya ALLAH{}/. jujur,gue sendiri ga yakin,next,gue masih bisa ketemu bulan puasa selanjutnya apa ngga,dikarenakan gue sendiri ga megang script takdir hidup gue......

nah, disatu sisi gue juga mulai concern sama masalah gue(read:berat badan) ya,dibulan puasa ini gue naik sekilo man!! tsk, padahal kan puasa itu juga semacam diet konvensional yang merangkap ibadah,tapi tetep aja itu kurang nampar gue soal berat badan..

terus nih ya giliran di akhir akhir puasa gue baru malah semangat buat nurunin berat badan.. contohnya ya dengan melakukan SIT UP sebelum or sesudah bangun tidur.dan itu baru gue jalanin sehari,dan hasilnya? flat stomach?ah, BUKHANNN. melainkan perut kram seketika-____- perut gue serasa kenceng sih,tapi kan ini kencengnya beda sob,kenceng karena kram, bayangin ya,gue push up 50kali tanpa pemanasan?kram ga tuh?nah,dan jujur di hari ke dua program ehem...diet gue gagal... sit up nya ga gue jalanin lagi,karena,hellooo perut gue kram,kenceng,sakit,kaku,pokoknya lemak lemak di perut gue keselo deh._.

lalu,apakah ini akhirnya??? diet gagal._. uh, ini diet gagal edisi keberapa dalam hidup gue coba?jujur,gue niatan ngelakuin ini bukan baut namja,melainkan buat diri gue sendiri,but hasilnya NIHIL.hiks. padahal motivasi gue huge banget buat program gagal gue ini,tapi what to say to more when you got nothing at all at the end,huh???

yah,intinya sih ya, jangan pernah nyerah buat jadi sesuatu yang lo pengen. ga peduli smaa rintangan yang ada, apa yang udah lo jalalnin, KEEP IT UP! tapiiiii,kalo buat gue beda urusanya ya,hehe.../pletaaak,kena bom molotov,timpuk kalungnya eyang subur/ skip.ini lebay.

well,sekian dulu deh postingan gue ttg hal ini,kalo bisa sih jangan dibaca,dikomen,apalagi di like,jangan jangan yaaa!:)

*buing buing*

The Rules Of Reincarnation

I’m back from HIATUS!?

My Comeback on blog is about telling the truth that i’m suffered of my own life(always-_-)

Hihi, finally i have sense to write here,actually  i dont know what to say no more when i lost my sense to writting on blog. But after i found my courage to write here again, i knew that i need to express my feeling, which is too much to be saved alonely.

Well,   i’ve been through many events that sucessfully built me going better?or getting worse? Hah, i dont know but how can i say that i’ve been living an absurd life, which is started by ignored of almost half of people? huh, i wont talk about this-__- but i will start the story about making a decision but at the end you’ll be indecision.....

Hm, it began with something showed on your screen and you were interested to get in it. And when you already setting your mind to do that, you will be thinking of what will happen if you do it...? GOOD or NOT GOOD?

Then, when you already knowing on what you’ve done in the past didnt change anything, you got suffering of that. And doing all these things out of desperation. Living the fake one cause your real life is tragedic cause your world splits down the middle. And accepting that you’re the only one who carry the world upon your shoulder.

Yaa!!! Wake up! Get up get up-_- 

Is it only you who fixed your self? No. But everyone!

So stop hesitate your self to get up. Try it!! Let it out and let it in. You wont ever know cause never even cry oke? Dont ever think you’re better be quitter! Hey, the fact is quitter never wins!

Confess your heart, follow up what your feeling done. Cause, a heart is always win over mind.

Eventhough the truth to keep your self straight and narrow is hard, surely you can do it by choosing the righteous path.

Every break, every burn, every toss, every turn, every sin, everything, we’ve learned it’s all programmed.

So, dont ever get tired of fix everythong in your self, cause everything will not always went well, sometimes it needs to broken to be fixed and changed after.

Be ready by make your self into bulletproof.!

boom! *\

p.s.: i'm sorry for the error post,cause, yaa the content may not seems good with the title.ahihi

when your life get interrupted by something that clueless, it meas that you already growin up better to fight! so don't complain anymore, start to live your moments each and everyday!!

Teaser Comeback-,-

haloooooooooooooooooooo /teraik pake toa/ apa kabar blog ku?kangennnn inih(•́-̯•̀ )/peluk layar/
maaf selama ini gue sering hiatus,wkwwk,maklum urusan hidup gue makin ribet. well, comebacknya gue ini,karena gue punya satu kegiatan baaru gue yg akhir2 ini lebih banyak nyita waktu gue,yang ingin gue share ke kalian..
yah, nih gue kasih teaser dikit deh tentang comenacknya bgue di blog ini seperti :

1. Role Player World
2. School Sucks
3. LOVE(?)
4. UNLUCKY

nah itu tadi adalah teaser ttg comeback gue di blog ini. so tungguin comebacknya gue yaaa :) hihi

Take A Break In Life When You Needed!

Udah 3 buku yang gue lahap dalam seminggu. Haha,semuanya tentang korea. Hihi ^^~~~

Gue tau itu bukan prolog yang baik dan benar.

Gue dapet tiket #BigSoundFest gratis. VIP pula. Tapi gue jual. Karena gue ga dibolehin nonton sama nene gue. Awalnya gue berontak but at the end of it all, gue nurut sama nene gue.. eonnie gue bilang “jangan nonton kalo ga dapet restu,ntar kualat lhoo” yah gue sih agak ketohok sama apa yg dibilang eon gue.. terus gue juga mikir, kalo emang rezeki, #SS5INA gue pasti dapet!!! *nahhahhh pede xD*AMIN 200000x**hihuuuu,kalo gue dapet tiket #SS5INA gue bakal nonton itu!!! No matter what!!! Gue harus nonton

Nah, and about all things that done by itself, gue jadi mikir, apa iya gue mendapatkan ini karena sebuah keberuntungan?? Gue hoki?? No!!! Gue menang karena gue bisa!karena gue punya peluang. Dan gue pun memanfaatkan peluang itu disaat yang tepat dengan usaha gue yang maksimal. Dan juga, tangan ALLAH SWT yang bantu gue :))))) for everything that given that’s all from ALLAH.

                          

Doa. I pray. Don’t forget to pray cause it also helps much. I pray for everything that i did will went good and be succeed. And i also put my effort in my body in my soul!! I did my best of the best to get the best! I know i seem desperate and hopeless but they only see me from one angle. But inside i know i’m strong,brave,and tough. So i pretend my self to do best. Capture the part of my life to see another side of me. Haha, it’s not impossible. Neither you nor anyone else saw everything of me so you didn’t know me. Ahahaaha!

I don’t let the other to see anaother side of me except for some special.

A side of me is always different each other.

I don’t give a shit from people who judge me weird.

They don’t know what they did to other,cause they never think of somebody else.

For every words in this world is spoken for some reasons.

But i’m used to talking to my self. I don’t like much to talking with somebody else of me.

Haha, introvert. Yeah. I think when i scream inside it’s better. No, i don’t want to depending on someone else.

I used to enjoy the loneliness very much. Many people say, they love to having a lot of friends... but, i don’t say so. Loneliness is my friend. My only one way to gettiing good. I know i’m not perfect, but i don’t try to..cause, i can’t be perfect. I can’t change for who i am.

Saving the real me forever is the only way.

One is true, no love no worries.

More Than Quotes

remember, chasing is exhausted. waiting is wasted. so?

haha, gue jadi inget tentang alasan kenapa gue buat quote seperti itu. yup, karena gue giving up buat ngejar elo. hihi. parah gue, baaru kaya gitu aja gue udah nyerah, yah tapi kalo emang ga bisa \gimana? gue kan ga bisa memaksa sesuatu harus sesuai dengan keinginan gue..

It always took a heartless when you feel reckless. And many unreasonable words were only slipped out.

disaat lo kurang perhatian, lo jadi heartless. dan dalam keadaan seperti lo jadi lebih sering ngeracau. jadi, be faithful saja lah :) walalupun semuanya ya ga sesuai dengan keinginan kita...

No matter if the sky is falling, time rushes, everything would be forever, this feeling never eats away this heart of mine

desperate can be something who built  up your own strength. be brave, stay strong :) you deserve better than this. you just need to lookin arround you, see and find the people who trully love you no matter who you are!

Litte Thing About Me

Gue tipe orang yang penakut,soalnya kata nene gue, gue lahirnya pas pagi, makanya gue penakut. Nah,. Yahsoal penakut,itu emang bener gue orangnya penakut. Gue takut sama anjing,tikus got, tokek,dll. Terus,gue juga takut sama yang namanya “kehilangan” yup,melankolis banget ya gue. Gue takut kehilangan lo. Ya elo!*nunjuk ke orangnya* takut kehilangan teman yang baik,pendengar yang baik dan penghibur yang sangat hebat seperti elu *nunjuk ke orangnya lagi*. Gue tuh baru nyadar kalau ternyata sebagai teman lu selalu ada buat gue,dan gue harap gue pun begitu. Jujur,semua perlakuan yang telah gue lakukan ke lo itu,pure, ga ada sangkut pautnya soal hati. Karena, ini kasusnya beda. Dan gue gamau ngelakuin itu,gue hanya bersikap profesional terhadap teman*nah*. Yah,gue kaya gitu karena gue udah mikir bahwa,gue itu hopeless.... no more chance lah istilah kasarnya. Gue sama lo itu udah aga ada kesempatan buat jadi lebih dari teman,makanya, gue menikmati hubungan dimana kita menjadi teman,yup teman! Nyesek? Ya,pasti lah. Tapi gue udah terbiasa,terbiasa menjalaninya,dan gue ga punya hak buat komplain ke elo. Wong kita Cuma temenan-_- terus gue juga selalu berpikir positif tentang pertemanan kita, gue selalu membuat sugesti terhadap diri gue sendiri, bahwa, saat iini gue gaperlu takut untuk kehilangan elu,yup,kehilangan elu sebagai teman!no, gue ga takut akan hal itu, karena apa? Karena gue yakin dan sadar bahwanya pertemanan kita itu bakal stick together! Kalo bisa ngelebihin Hansel and Gretel.. eh itu mah mereka sodaraan ya-_____-

Kebersamaan kita sebagai teman aja itu melebihi ekspetasi gue ke elo. Gue harap kita bisa terus jadi teman ya J

We’re good friends,forever! Cause, you’re my only ever lasting friend!