Screaming out!

Those words below are what my heart says

I wonder what it would be like to be really be known by another human. To be studied and thought about. To get to answer probing questions. To be loved enough to try and make sense of your mess. To not have to explain everything you do. When you are thinking, they know your thinking face. When you are sad, they know the right way to ask you about it. When you are worried, they tell you to stop, because they know that would encourage you and not make you angry. They would tell you the truth. You wouldn't have to explain yourself over and over. Misunderstandings would be few and far between, they would happen, but they would know you well enough to know that you would like to figure it out. They give you the benefit of the doubt. they understand that your tears aren't scary, they just come on often occasions. They would see your weaknesses and recognize their own, but love anyway. and even when they don't "know," they try to learn more...
I wonder what that would be like.

Heartscraper

Sekarang gue lagi seneng dengerin lagunya L`Arc~En~Ciel *read:laruku. haha itu juga ada alasanya,selain ternyata lagu lagunya easy listening,dan enak buat high jump di atas kasur-_- dan pas banget buat ngilangin kegundahan hati gue. Gue juga dengerinya bukan lagu-lagu yamg slowbeat,tapi yg up beat! gue ngelakuin itu supaya gue ga terjebak dalam kegundahan hati yangf ga jelas gitu.buat gue itu tuh wasting time. mending gue nyuci piring dah dr pd mikirin hati yang jelas-jelas cuma bisa di rasain-_-
The 4th Avenue. lagu nya keren!high recommended!download ya :)

back to the story~ well, menurut gue orang kaya elu ga pantes buat gue galauin.gue juga ga usah repot-repot bikinin lo puisi biar lo tau apa isi hati gue. sorry,tapi sekarang you don't mean anything to me :p ya iyalah, untuk apa gue mikirin orang kaya elo sedangkan lo sama sekali ga mikirin gue. mending gue mikirin buat gue PSG nanti. REMIND IT BOY=> YOU DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME NOW!!  haha :D

i dont called it as LOVE. it was nothing! haha,so you better keep on walking!i dont wanna hear you talking boy. your world is yours!doen't even mine!we are different and i like it very much! you probably better to WIFE THAT GIRL=>your crush! both of you are the perfect match!hah!

My life is better when you didn't exist. You gone further as much as you breathe! 

Snap Shot : ♥luv♥

hola!mau ngepost hasil jepretan iseng gue.maaf kalo jelek namanya juga pemulaaa :) okeh tanpa perlu basa basi busuk lagi silahkan klik read more dibawah ini! enjoy :)

don't be drowned.get up oke?:) life is all about your universe.dont make your universe being silent. cheerish your universe. eventough these times are hard and many things making up you crazy,don't give up oke!!

this picture above isn't a definition. it is just a wondering from desperate people like me :(

nah kalau yang ini gue download dari googleimage :)

it's better to be who you are than to be perfect but that's not the real you.

this picture above exactly is a definition from someone who trully know what love is,just because they have ever had it and live over the LOVE!

well, thank you for seeing.i know this blog isn't perfect so i need you to tell me what is wrong and what is right,oke? keep visit my blog ya :*

xoxo

True Surrender

Ini apa namanya? kenapa gue jadi kaya gini? tingkah laku gue lebih dari orang gila.ih parah banget. ini semua bermula dari rutinitas.ini semua berawal dari hal-hal yang simple. The simplicity starts everything! gue sadar gue dari awal udah anggap hal ini remeh. dan sesuatu yang dianggap remeh pada akhirnya akan menjadi sesuatu hal yang SULIT untuk di hindar,dibantah,bahakan di lenyapkan...

Snap Shot = LIVE TODAY!

Ada beberapa gambar yang gue searching di google yang berisikan quotes tentang Live Today!
ini gue paste dari Om Google, check this out >>

 
life isn't a destination.there's always a journey hidden day by day.so live your life now!



it doesn't matter to live today!



everyday is a journey. life is about to live up.

be inspired for people.be believers and start dreaming.live by dreaming. life is for your self. make your life be amazing by live today like there's no day out of DREAM. - rtn -

The Simplicity

Helo? Akhirnya mid-test selesai juga ^o^! tinggal tunggu resultnya kaya gimana. feeling gue sih,yang bakal remed kayanya cuma 1.. BAHASA MANDARIN. gue udah yakin itu udah passti remed karena gue cuma ngerjain 2 soal,dari 5 soal. Sebenernya sih soalnya gampang semuanya ada di modul,tapi apa mau dikata..percuma aja,gue ga bakal ngerti.. tujuan kita belajar kan untuk memahami.kalo gue nyontek menurut gue,itu percuma.wastting time,mending gue tidur. Alhasil,dair 60 menit waktu yang dikasih buat ngerjain mid-test mandarin, 80% gue gunain untuk